First kiss and first night went real wrong.... now what?

I think what ever will be will be. Just stay strong, be yourself, and kiss him when you want to not out of pressure from his weird friends. Also I notice some people say "love you" to just about anyone where I hardly say it at all. So I think your right not to just say it if you're not sure if it's true or if it's too soon for you. I think you were right not to kiss him in front of his friends. They just wanted you to put on a show for them. Save it for the two of you when your alone and it will be so much better. Good luck!